ughh

i am soo confused. i am dissapointed as well as angry at MYSELF. how cud i have been so careless and deleted the folder family from my images in my memory card. the pictures in there are priceless..no way i cud take those pictures again..ughhh

aww..im so sad..ive just lost a part of my life..haha,..exxagerating,.kinda true anyway.ughh..i cant believe wut ive done.. thisis soo fristrating..ahhh...

yea im frustrated.but theres nothing i can do is there..myte as well get over it..

saje je snanye..tade keje..but its true.im not making this up. ever happened to u?? how to deal with it ey? heheh

p/s : a reminder to myself..go study for ur mid..okey..all the best.hee

bebelans and merepekans

as the title suggests..this post is just for me to pass the tyme.although i have still tons of work to do i have made the decision to post sumthing rather then getting it done.

soo..i dont have anything to say though.ill just 'free write' [hehe] and say wutever comes to mind.wut im doing is educational okay since there is a chapter in academic writing called 'free writing'..so,its ok then for me to do this.ryte..

in my head..im thinking.tyme really does go by quickly when ure having fun.i mean..it feels like i just got home and in 2 more days ill be back to nilai..sigh sigh..just my luck.anyways..no biggy.its only the MID TERM EXAM. i myte be a little nutz.the reason im saying this is because..when will i realize that im going to have to answer questions regarding all that ive learnt..and nutz because im not sure if i can answer those questions.

well,that was a boring paragraph wasnt it.everybody goes through exams.big deal..face it like u did before..only try harder will u.it doesnt hurt does it..

u know how sumtymes u feel that u dont like sumone.everybody feels this way.i know its not supposed to be good.but it cant be helped.can it?? y do we always think about wut other pple think.funny isnt it.is it meant to be this way all along??

honestly..i dunno if its just me but the way sum pple act is just irrelevant.to me that is..i mean, if u think ure all that, and maybe u r all that u are y dont u just say so instead of pretending ure not but at the same tyme rubbing it into other pple. its annoying.and sume pple, y do they have to act differently in front of different pple. i cant help wonder which one is the real u.and kids..plzz.wutever u do.dont blame ur unwanted traits on ur prents.plz..it makes it worst.

all of a sudden i dont feel like i wanna carry on.hehe. to all my friends i wish the best of luck and may Allah always be with u.and me. and may success greet us in the future.amiin.

u know how pple say that its better to share ur problems and dont keep it lock inside and all.. well,i dunno if this has anything to do with wut im typing.dun care.hee..its true though.isnt it? i have a few things i wanna type about.but i dont know whoch one first and last and all.hehe

the other day, my parents and i went to melaka.to my makngah's house.the reason is coz my nek mah's house is in trouble.hehe.actually, the thing is dat, the house is infected with anai anais.one of the rooms ceiling, the 'bilik bujang' has fallen down leaving a big hole. and u cud see the roof and all.and theres a part thats waiting to fall down.and the wooden floors once uncovered has been damaged by the anai anais..

at first when i heard the news 'rumah nek' has fallen i imagined it was like the houses that has been destroyed by a storm or something. i mean i imagined that the house no longer looks like a house. i was sad and wondering.. eyh, where are we gonna spend our raya etc. then, i proved myself to be 'short-minded' [is that a word].meaning.. i didnt think things through.i thought that was the end.hehe.but adults being adults..of course with their wisdom.hehe..theyre planning on repairing the house. either repair wut is broken or make a new one altogether.

its sad to think dat the house is old..and getting more fragile by the minute.that house is the house that i grew up in.and the house where my cousins and i grew up with.if it wasnt for that house we wudnt be like we are now. [hehe..yeke?]

the point is.i luv the house. hopefully the house will recover fully ASAP.

new news

its been a while since ive updated my blog i guess..i dunno why.all of a sudden the urge to update my blog is strong.main reason is probably cause im excited and i want to tell everyone..[well,whoever comes across this blog that is]..im on my mid sem break..for a whole week..that means ill be home and not at nilai..fun fun fun!!!

so,i got home last nyte..and i luv my house..and my family..and everything in between.hehe..

actually, i dont have much to say..wut else to share but my life..study..friends..God, io miss my friends..wherever they are i luv them and i wish the best for them..insyaAllah.

last nyte my mum showed us a video clip [or wutever its called]..its about an australian who grew up as an atheist.he was searching for something.. and finally, he found Islam. and he's complete..u shud see the clip.at you tube.just search for ruben(abu bakr)..if it touches ur heart, then y not we look back and think. those who were borb in islam. we shud be thankful and dont take things for granted.some pple had to search high and low to find happiness in islam.y are we who were born in islam cudnt see wut they found.these pple who found islam the hard way has the answers that is an important reminder to us all.

i suggest to those who reads this search utube for 'open your eyes' by maher zain. its an important reminder to us all as muslims.

insyaAllah..

current issues

currently, im having issues.hahah.. tade la..im not feeling very well. i think the main reason is because .. i havent been home for AGES. [2 weeks to be precise.and going on to 3.huh] here..as always..study..life and so on. i try to do wut every student does.hee.. in about 2 or 3 weeks is my mid sem exam..arghhh..help.. im using the internet in the computer lab. just finished my ict class..and opportunities shud not be wasted.thats y we are all [most of us] still in this room. class was over at 12.hehe.. im hungry..and i want to own lots of money..and i am truly convinced by myself.. im not good at maths.. i accept the fact with open arms..hehe..dunno wut else to blabber about.. just thought id write sumthing so that my blog is not that sad..hehe.. whoever is reading this..please..pray for me.. :)